My Insomnia

So I suppose I will try the whole blogging thing again. I usually forget to update, but I like to keep all the important people in my life, who I don't talk to as much as I should, "in the know." I've been married for a month and four days and I love it. Of course I probably need to be married for a couple of years before I'll be able to give out marital advice. I really do love it though. It's so hard for people to understand why I married so young. I guess it was a combination of things. I grew up in Germany where children are adults at 16, so I feel like I matured faster than most people here because that's just my culture. Really though, whether a marriage lasts or not depends on the individual people. It depends on their maturity level, their love for each other, their commitment to each other and their overall goals in life. Ryan and I have been together for so long that we knew marriage was the next logical step. We're both very driven people, especially when it comes to our educations. No matter what happens, we put that first. We know the only way to get ahead in life is to have a degree. And I guess us sharing those values is another reason why we felt ready to be married.

It doesn't even bother me when people criticize my decision to be married young. The people I love are happy for me and I feel like I am doing it right. It's just part of my belief system, and if I'm right in GOD's eyes, how can anyone else say I'm wrong? Anyway, all that aside because it really is irrelevant what others think and say.

It's 6AM and I'm still awake. I've been having terrible insomnia lately and it drives me crazy. I need to get over this before school starts back up. Along with my insomnia I have been super exhausted, but I suppose those go hand in hand. Hopefully I'll get the hang of this blogging stuff again because as of now, I'm just rambling.

I'm nervous about school starting. I was comfortable at my old college and now I had to transfer. But who wouldn't transfer if their hubby got the opportunity to go to GA tech? All sports issues and fanaticism aside, GA tech is an amazing academic school that will guarantee him and great job one day. So, I definitely didn't mind moving up to Atlanta for that. Especially since his career is going to be the money-maker. (I'm going to be a teacher, so seriously).

Oh well, that's all I can think of for tonight/this morning. Hopefully I'll have something of bigger interest to report soon!