Pondering

Lately I've been feeling pretty alone. I know I have Ryan, but lets face it, he's still a man and a man can't always give me the feedback in a conversation that I need. I feel like there is no one I can just call out of the blue when things are going crazy and I need to be talked down that very minute. I've never been too social and do enjoy spending time at home where I'm most comfortable, but I'd still like to make some friends here in Atlanta. It's just hard because with the hand I've been dealt lately I don't have the time to make friends and therefore don't have that "go to" person. I think everyone has those moments where they're so outdone they think they must be losing their minds and just need someone to tell them everything is okay. Things have been rough lately and although I keep telling myself it will get better, it will work itself out, time heals all wounds, I don't know how much I really believe those things right now. I guess that's enough for now, I just needed to vent and since I have no one I can vent to, blogging is the next best thing.